Depression is hard to beat

I have tried to convince myself that for the past few weeks I have been fine...but I can only fool myself for so long. Ever since I started taking Visanne I have been more depressed than I thought. My days have been blurring together, I seem to have a very small appetite, and I have no energy to do anything.

The fact that I never want to leave my house isn't helping anything either...but every time I try to get the motivation to do anything I can't seem to force myself to actually go through with it. I now what I'm feeling isn't normal, but it is so hard to change those feelings. I haven't even wanted to update posts in my blog...which if you haven't realized I love doing. But lately not so much. The few things that get me through my days are my sweet kitties and my fiance, but ohhhh lucky me my fiance isn't home this week so its just me and the furr balls.

I realize this post is short...but it's all that I can manage to write today. I need to find something to focus my mind on so that I can fight this depression. Since that's not happening today I am watching 'Despicable Me' instead...that should fight some depression I should think.